Train of Thought Free Writing

Explosions of mercy that rain down upon me remind me of hoping for more than I have now somewhere in time you learn to settle for less than you deserve sometimes you find that what you seek is more than what you can find other times those things that you seek are not truly what you need what you need can be much more simple than what you might wish wishing and hoping is not futile as they provide you with happiness and joy but sometimes joy can only be found within your own mind someone once said that all that you hate will become what you love and what you loathe will become what you need the nature of addiction is such that it twists you and breaks up your dreams dreams are like mercy bringing peace to your soul I find it best to avoid those things which take control of our motives unless those things be pure darkness will shatter the strongest of minds given time you will find that your resolution has been chiseled to nothing and you are lost in despair sin is a tricky thing that makes you less than you could be so much less than you should be the devil will hurt you he will hit you where you feel you are the strongest he will cut you so deep and carve away the last bit of your humanity we are to be Christ like this is never easy but pays off in times to come a little suffering now is better than damnation down the road what does it mean to be pure and hopeful and joyful and glad where will you find happiness and the escape you so desperately seek for yourself the answers are found deep within the precious Word the things that you seek shall be found through patience and above all obedience.